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akhirnya setelah menjalani semedi yang agak panjang, aku dapet wangsit. tentang siapa ex yang bakalan aku kasih surat *eciee*
dear my ex ....
salah salah, nggak enak, menurunkan harga diri banget nyebut-nyebut my ex -_-
oke, ulang!
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dear you,
before this, i just wanna you forgive me, 'cause the time of yesterday i had a chance to made you feel really bad. i didn't really mean willing to make you disappointed, but well, our feelings couldn't be enforced, right?
why i choose you as the person i write for, because i find i'd already too far hurted you.
that time, i was more unstable, so offhand thinkers, and of course, didn't wanna think others' feelings. but well, after that, you have to know, i've never been going together or in a serious relationship with a guy i had ever called. err, the guy whom as the reason why i dumped you.
that time, i was more unstable, so offhand thinkers, and of course, didn't wanna think others' feelings. but well, after that, you have to know, i've never been going together or in a serious relationship with a guy i had ever called. err, the guy whom as the reason why i dumped you.
then i should dare to say, if i still got a little feelings into you. for some reason, that guilt, it made me wanna always be close to you .. supposed i've to say, but really, your kindness to me, made me even more feel guilty. that highly. so i didn't dare to repay it. just fearfully you'll find i give you another chance to be closer with me. i'm afraid you'll misunderstood about my attention so -.-
finally, here i wanna say. from now on, i just want you to be my friend, maybe more, but only to be a brother, who can guide me later. but we can't get more than that. i can only pray for you, hopefully later you may find a girl that sholehah, smart, beautiful and care about you because of God.
that's all for you.
regards,
endek
finally, here i wanna say. from now on, i just want you to be my friend, maybe more, but only to be a brother, who can guide me later. but we can't get more than that. i can only pray for you, hopefully later you may find a girl that sholehah, smart, beautiful and care about you because of God.
that's all for you.
regards,
endek
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